The Darkside

The realization that this is coming from my darkside is not as overwhelming as I thought. I accept it, surprisingly. I'm in it, but I plan and hope to come out of it soon. (I'll probably change the background color at that point, but in the meantime, it's my Blue Period.)

Letting go of stuff that has me loaded down would help; kicking the annoyances that keep nipping at my heels, walking away from those molehills. I know what to do, it's just the doing that is holding me back. I find myself taking itsy bitsy baby steps. Painful, yes.

It can be frustrating seeing where I should be as a person, recognizing all I need to do, but feeling like treacle getting to it. I guess being aware is the first step. At least I've taken that one.

I told a friend recently that I was employing every cliche, and right now, day by day is the one that works best.