Clear minded

The sky that was stormy, now seems so clear. I see how someone I thought was a friend, wasn't. Who is? Sounds so esoteric, but it is and it isn't. That's life right, at times so incredibly serious, at others, just like, oh well, that's life.

I am moving through it. The kids make it seem like light speed, and my health sometimes worries me that maybe I'm not moving fast enough. But the truth is, I just want to enjoy it. Now I get that whole " be in the moment" analogy. I also get how people can remain uncoupled (weird wording) for a long time. It can just become less important. Where you aren't defined by it.

Of course we all strive to achieve balance, and love and romance is a part of that. It doesn't seem like the right time for me to search this out. Or maybe my decision is that it should just find me?

I have to ask these questions now. The ones about support, my neediness, the best way to move on. I have taken that final step, clearing the way for me, and space to really think about my thoughts in a practical way. I do finally feel clear minded, and that, nebulous audience, is that right way to be at this moment.